Obsession II

Not all of you may know, but I'm a very very very millionth time very am a big fan of Korean music especially the YG entertainment family and of course my hunnies, 2pm.



This is again from their latest album and I really like this song.
Its so sexy!
I added shared the one with lyrics so that you can understand why I like this song. But yea, I love love this song.
Support them.

Your biggest fan,
Tida
Obsession

I love this song
It's one of my latest obsession
Support him



Your biggest fan,
Tida
Memoir

Its been a while since I've written a blog. (very sorry but so am busy with Facebook that I unconsciously forgotten about you TT)
With the break gotten from work officially from last Friday, my days have been filled with relaxation and relaxation.
The long awaited trip is nearly coming close to starting officially on Saturday along with the ride on the bus on Friday.
But first, Nicholas's birthday this Thursday!!!! Yeayea!!!
I'm so excited!!!!
But with me going this weekend, sadly to say, I haven't been packing.
Oh well.
I'm hoping that its under 20kg. I hope so. My clothes are not the problem, its the presents. So many things want to get for my family but with that mass allowance, I can't help but sacrifice some souvenirs for some people.
SOrry!!!!
But again I'm excited to see everyone and to EAT! and SHop! and do ASian stuff since I'm an Asian and am proud of it! LOL
(lots of and don't you think?)
Bun-bun going now to say that I've got my tickets today and flying.
So take care of me!

*^_^*
Your biggest fan,
Tida
Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends

Meet me on your best behavior
Meet me at your worst
For there will be no stone unturned
Or bubble left to burst

Let me lay beside you, Darling
Let me be your man
And let our bodies intertwine
But always understand

That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything ends
That everything, everything, everything ends

A window
An opened tomb
The sun crawls
Across your bedroom
A halo
A waiting room
Your last breaths
Moving through you

As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything ends
As everything, everything, everything
Everything, everything, everything ends

Meet me on the Equinox
Meet me half way
When the sun is perched at it's highest peek
In the middle of the day

Let me give my love to you
Let me take your hand
As we walk in the dimming light
Or darling understand

That everything, everything ends
Obsession


Glee.
My latest obsession at the moment is the clever new comedy romance drama called 'Glee'.
With the main female character (Rachel) being the OTT goody good who only ambition is to be a star and the main male character being the captain of the football club who gradually develops romantic feelings toward the crazy Rachel.
With their witty song choices and their 'everyday' high school problems, the shows seems to run smoothly without any negative criticism from Bunny.
After watching the first episode on TV3, I have reached up to episode 8 (Mash-up) online. Now waiting for the next episode to be release on the 11th this month, I will def. be watching the 'gleepeat' on C4, Wednesday 7.30pm.
Make sure you check it out.
Its absolutely fabulous!

Your biggest fan,
TIda

Memoir

we all forget to do this most of the time. Even bun-bun.
We need to remember to do this whenever we have things that appears to be a struggle to us or whether it is a thanksgiving to us. Many times when my life becomes hard in my eyes, I just panic and don't realise that such trivia is of no significance when compared to other problems in this world.
BomBom feels that if you really need to do so, just take the time to separate yourself from people.
Isolation.
Such thing is always useful to everyone when you do not want to cause harm to others and more importantly to yourself.

Your biggest fan,
Tida

Attention!

I heard of this Korean band a few months ago after bunny hopping around Youtube.
I've grown to love these 'beasty' men. They are very talented despite their very good looking appearance.



Recently, their leader, Jay Beom(?) left the band due to what it seems a ridiculous scandal made by netizens who looks as if they have no life of Text Colortheir own and would rather destroy others due to their privileges. Come on people, if you want something, don't just sit there, do somethText Coloring!
So this is their latest music from their album that will be released this month and support them.

Your biggest fan,
Tida
I absolutely uberly overly love this song!

Its so fabulous! I love her and her voice. Its so mesmerizing and the lyrics for the words, I absolutely love!



Take a listen and support her k.

Your biggest fan,
Tida
Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..
Appeal

Look after the our future. It could either start from saving the environment (collecting rubbish) or it could either be something much less significant now but will be very precious in the future.
I pick the latter. Children. I think that we need to look after our future generation. This means that we need to preserve the future for them. Environments, animals and the planet Earth itself. Whatever we do, we need to think about the future generation. Because this place will be for our great grandchildren and their great grandchildren and so on...
This got me really thinking from the birth of an infant from a co-worker. The story behind the pregancy is sad enough but I believe that we should help them to grow better. Even if it is not our children, this ignorance that we choose to leave toward another could also lead back to us. Eventually.
So look after this planet for our children. Even if it means throwing rubbish in the rubbish bin or not kill the animals that we hope for others to see.

Your biggest fan,
Tida
Dear Obsessions,

Hope is the dream of the waking man. -- Aristotle

After spending five minutes trying to undo the knot on my hair and a very refreshing shower, my hair smells nice. However, this post is not about my bom bom self.

As I am sitting down listening to my Korean music, I realized that it is this time of the year again for exams. ><} Bun-bun feels lucky she gets to hop away from exams for this year. Sob*Sob* for next year as I land again to Otago to study again. Anyone please pay me not to go!!!!

Oh well.

I hope that everyone is going to go well. After that you can buy me Starbucks coffee when you get your results. kkk. Any offers?


copyrighted: Starbucks company

I know that my sister down in Otago is going to be having 3 exasms next weeks so am hoping that 'Vietnamese' is doing well. ^^ I will you luck and will pray for you.

As to all of my obsessions, I will wish you luck.^^ Coffee break with your biggest fan kk!

Your Biggest Fan,
Tida
Dear Obsessions,

Anywhere you go, wherever it is, you are my home.

Whether its Europe or Mars, I will call it home because my heart is with you.



Your biggest fan,
Tida
To my Obsessions,

This song describes perfectly as to how I want to 'Thank You' you guys.


credited to vangabonds190

Enjoy!
I'm the one with the super-duper long reddish red orange hair!

Your biggest fan,
Tida


A Fanatic's Background

grow up :
a. to be or become fully grown; attain mental or physical maturity.
This was the definition taken from http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/growing

As I was working today, I couldn't help but reflect as to how I have grown up to become someone who I believe is capable of many things. With this said, I was curious about my metamorphosis and what has made me become who I am today. This meant that I had to reflect back to when I was a little girl running around innocently in Miri, Sarawak to this young lady who is strong-headed yet is still vulnerable and innocent in many ways.

Now, the photos shown hasn't been photoshop. I am not lying. I wish I
was but this was how I grown up to looked like throughout my years of trying to fit into this God-given world.


Okay my dear obsessions, I'm warning you for the last time to reconsider about this celebrity's publishing photos. However, your biggest fan (yes, even celebrities love their supporting fans), will absolutely 'r
e-love' (if there is ever a word) you again for putting up with your latest craze weird persona.

I'll start with introducing myself by dating back to the below photos. Born to two beautiful parents, I was the third and final daughter of a family of six (including my parents, therefore I have two beautiful older sisters and a very handsome little brother). Here I go ...



Can you guess which one is me? I hope that you guessed that it was the toddler sitting on your far left corner. Rummaging through my mother's closet, I found that there was hardly any photos of me when I was a baby so finding this particular photo caused this unfamiliar feeling of unimaginable joy. As my father lies on the bed trying to sleep, I took photos such as this one with a smile on my face. Such childhood as so precious.



Now, I'm sure you all agree that when we were a child, we loved our bottles. Loved. Our. Bottles. Some of us loved them so much that we stopped taking them at an embarrassing age of six. Or maybe seven.

I couldn't help but love seeing photos of me and my sisters. Sisterly love goes a long way . We loved this particular pajamas because it made us feel like we were triplets. We were in a way. Still is.



A poser from back then. One can't help themselves once they spot the camera.



This was our first trip to New Zealand. I live here now with my family so I call this my second home country. Second to Malaysia. Notice the trend between these photos? Its the teeth that we are so proud of showing. We were so excited seeing the snows and touching them for the first time. Innocence should always be treasured by everyone.


Ange and I in Frimley Primary School. I can still remember how nervous we were for this was our first paparazzi photo taken in a foreigner's country which we now proudly call our second home.

This was my first school photo in New Zealand. Can you spot me?
This was taken on my final year of being a primary school student.


This was the year that me and my very good friend of ten years, Farhana met.

My duckling ugh days ~ I'm sure you, my obsessions, will understand why those days were your biggest fan duckling days.








As they all say, ducklings do eventually turn into swans at some part of their lives. Mine came slowly during my final years of high school.



First year of uni lead me to trying different hairstyles and haircolour to add with my teenage resume.



Taking a year off this duckling turned into ...

A bush hog?


Just as I have enjoyed taking those moments to look and reflect about the beautiful me, I suggests my fans, you to do the same as well.


Your biggest fan,

Tida

To my addictions,

First of all, I want to acknowledge our friendship and your efforts to keep this relationship going. I probably never had the chance to say 'Thank You' and 'I love You' to you before and I want to use this as a chance to say this to you.


Miya and I

All of the friendships that we have built together during our youths (whether its still going or not), we have to be thankful for them. Everyone shapes each other in a way that makes us stronger and better. Therefore I want to say Thank You.

After hubs, Jayani, Yin-Yin, Miya, Wei and I hung out



Me and mY oldest Sister, Karen in Wellington

Life couldn't be better or worse without you. Whether you are upset or I'm upset, we have all used our unimaginable powers to make each other better. Striding to become each others pillars, I want to thank you you for being there with me.

First week of uni, with new friends at the beach:stacey, sonal, marie,
Yin-Yin, Miya and ME!

At times I may have been destructive and unpredictable, you stood by me, assuring me that I will be better. No matter how many insults I throw at you, how many damaging words I say to you, you stood your ground and still you wait for me with open arms. Therefore, I want to express me gratitude for being there for me.


Me and my other sister, Angeline (only 1 yr and 1 month older)




Your Biggest Fan~Jenn