When I Look at YOu

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the night's so long
Cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong and I know
I'm not alone

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore and I
Can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

You, appear, just like a dream to me
Just like cyledoscope colors that
Cover me
All I need
Every breath, that I breathe
Dontcha know?
Your beautiful

Yeah yeah..

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I cant find my way home anymore
Thats when I,
I I look at you
I look at you

Yeah yeah..
Oh oh..
You appear just like a dream to me..

Looking toward the future

Appeal

Look after the our future. It could either start from saving the environment (collecting rubbish) or it could either be something much less significant now but will be very precious in the future.
I pick the latter. Children. I think that we need to look after our future generation. This means that we need to preserve the future for them. Environments, animals and the planet Earth itself. Whatever we do, we need to think about the future generation. Because this place will be for our great grandchildren and their great grandchildren and so on...
This got me really thinking from the birth of an infant from a co-worker. The story behind the pregancy is sad enough but I believe that we should help them to grow better. Even if it is not our children, this ignorance that we choose to leave toward another could also lead back to us. Eventually.
So look after this planet for our children. Even if it means throwing rubbish in the rubbish bin or not kill the animals that we hope for others to see.

Your biggest fan,
Tida

Good Luck

Dear Obsessions,

Hope is the dream of the waking man. -- Aristotle

After spending five minutes trying to undo the knot on my hair and a very refreshing shower, my hair smells nice. However, this post is not about my bom bom self.

As I am sitting down listening to my Korean music, I realized that it is this time of the year again for exams. ><} Bun-bun feels lucky she gets to hop away from exams for this year. Sob*Sob* for next year as I land again to Otago to study again. Anyone please pay me not to go!!!!

Oh well.

I hope that everyone is going to go well. After that you can buy me Starbucks coffee when you get your results. kkk. Any offers?

copyrighted: Starbucks company

I know that my sister down in Otago is going to be having 3 exasms next weeks so am hoping that 'Vietnamese' is doing well. ^^ I will you luck and will pray for you.

As to all of my obsessions, I will wish you luck.^^ Coffee break with your biggest fan kk!

Your Biggest Fan,
Tida

A Heart's Home

Dear Obsessions,

Anywhere you go, wherever it is, you are my home.

Whether its Europe or Mars, I will call it home because my heart is with you.

Your biggest fan,
Tida

For You

To my Obsessions,

This song describes perfectly as to how I want to 'Thank You' you guys.


credited to vangabonds190

Enjoy!
I'm the one with the super-duper long reddish red orange hair!

Your biggest fan,
Tida

Growing Up

A Fanatic's Background

grow up :

a.	to be or become fully grown; attain mental or physical maturity.

This was the definition taken from http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/growing

As I was working today, I couldn't help but reflect as to how I have grown up to become someone who I believe is capable of many things. With this said, I was curious about my metamorphosis and what has made me become who I am today. This meant that I had to reflect back to when I was a little girl running around innocently in Miri, Sarawak to this young lady who is strong-headed yet is still vulnerable and innocent in many ways.

Now, the photos shown hasn't been photoshop. I am not lying. I wish I was but this was how I grown up to looked like throughout my years of trying to fit into this God-given world.


Okay my dear obsessions, I'm warning you for the last time to reconsider about this celebrity's publishing photos. However, your biggest fan (yes, even celebrities love their supporting fans), will absolutely 're-love' (if there is ever a word) you again for putting up with your latest craze weird persona.

I'll start with introducing myself by dating back to the below photos. Born to two beautiful parents, I was the third and final daughter of a family of six (including my parents, therefore I have two beautiful older sisters and a very handsome little brother). Here I go ...



Can you guess which one is me? I hope that you guessed that it was the toddler sitting on your far left corner. Rummaging through my mother's closet, I found that there was hardly any photos of me when I was a baby so finding this particular photo caused this unfamiliar feeling of unimaginable joy. As my father lies on the bed trying to sleep, I took photos such as this one with a smile on my face. Such childhood as so precious.



Now, I'm sure you all agree that when we were a child, we loved our bottles. Loved. Our. Bottles. Some of us loved them so much that we stopped taking them at an embarrassing age of six. Or maybe seven.

I couldn't help but love seeing photos of me and my sisters. Sisterly love goes a long way . We loved this particular pajamas because it made us feel like we were triplets. We were in a way. Still is.



A poser from back then. One can't help themselves once they spot the camera.



This was our first trip to New Zealand. I live here now with my family so I call this my second home country. Second to Malaysia. Notice the trend between these photos? Its the teeth that we are so proud of showing. We were so excited seeing the snows and touching them for the first time. Innocence should always be treasured by everyone.

Ange and I in Frimley Primary School. I can still remember how nervous we were for this was our first paparazzi photo taken in a foreigner's country which we now proudly call our second home.

This was my first school photo in New Zealand. Can you spot me? This was taken on my final year of being a primary school student.


This was the year that me and my very good friend of ten years, Farhana met.

My duckling ugh days ~ I'm sure you, my obsessions, will understand why those days were your biggest fan duckling days.







As they all say, ducklings do eventually turn into swans at some part of their lives. Mine came slowly during my final years of high school.



First year of uni lead me to trying different hairstyles and haircolour to add with my teenage resume.



Taking a year off this duckling turned into ...

A bush hog?


Just as I have enjoyed taking those moments to look and reflect about the beautiful me, I suggests my fans, you to do the same as well.


Your biggest fan,
Tida

Thank You

To my addictions,

First of all, I want to acknowledge our friendship and your efforts to keep this relationship going. I probably never had the chance to say 'Thank You' and 'I love You' to you before and I want to use this as a chance to say this to you.

Miya and I

All of the friendships that we have built together during our youths (whether its still going or not), we have to be thankful for them. Everyone shapes each other in a way that makes us stronger and better. Therefore I want to say Thank You.

After hubs, Jayani, Yin-Yin, Miya, Wei and I hung out

Me and mY oldest Sister, Karen in Wellington

Life couldn't be better or worse without you. Whether you are upset or I'm upset, we have all used our unimaginable powers to make each other better. Striding to become each others pillars, I want to thank you you for being there with me.

First week of uni, with new friends at the beach:stacey, sonal, marie,

Yin-Yin, Miya and ME!

At times I may have been destructive and unpredictable, you stood by me, assuring me that I will be better. No matter how many insults I throw at you, how many damaging words I say to you, you stood your ground and still you wait for me with open arms. Therefore, I want to express me gratitude for being there for me.

Me and my other sister, Angeline (only 1 yr and 1 month older)

Your Biggest Fan~Jenn