To you.

Thank you for your 'effort' and for 'everything you've done for me'. Just something for the people out there for making the effort to like me and then leave me. I had a friend who I was really close with since the day I met him but then that friendship relationship was lost because... well I myself not even sure. I truly felt that he was my brother. However, I mention, 'friend' to him and he went weird on me. Every night I would text him good night and he stopped texting me back. When he text me, he would say he hasn't talked to me for a long time. Whatever. LOser. Then a couple of days ago he had a nerve to text me saying that he is talking about me. NEWS FLASH! You mess with the wrong girl baby! A couple years back, I would get really bothered by what people say about me. The constant talk about you tend to make you paranoid. But I'm better than that now. I want you to talk about me. Talk. Talk. Talk. I don't care anymore. You talk for your own insecurity. You talk to make yourself feel better. You talk because you freaking envy me. So just keep talking about me because I know I'm hot issue to you to ease your own flaws. Burn baby burn

Picture To Burn"

State the obvious, I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine you won't mind if I say
And by the way...

[Chorus:]

I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're
Just another picture to burn

There's no time for tears,
I'm just sitting here planning my revenge
There's nothing stopping me
From going out with all of your best friends
And if you come around saying sorry to me
My daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be

[Repeat Chorus]

If you're missing me,
You'd better keep it to yourself
Cause coming back around here
Would be bad for your health...

I hate that stupid old pickup truck
You never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
In case you haven't heard,
I really really hate that..

[Repeat Chorus]

Burn, burn, burn, baby, burn
You're just another picture to burn
Baby, burn...

Holiday so far...

Holiday so far has been...

• Relaxing
• Relaxing
• Relaxing

I had to admit. I was panicking during my first release after the last exams on the 19th June when the thought of not doing anything or any study for more than a day came to me on the 20th June. What to do. What. To. Do?

That was the question. For the first couple of days, I pretty much spend my time pondering on what to do during the holidays. With my flatmates away for the holidays and my cousins aways as well, I spend my holiday time with my sister Ange and Yim.

We first celebrated our holiday with a session to the sauna. My first official sauna session and I have to admit, I liked it. I suffered for the first couple of minutes but then you get use to the heat and the healthy sweat coming out of your body. It was refreshing. And it started to feel like the holidays.

Although not alot of things happened in my holidays for 2010, I can't complain because I did what I always wanted to do, be in comfy clothes and just no worry about what I look. I love this life. The holiday offered me what I wanted as well, not having to stress about what to do and what will happen for that day. That I thank God for.

So what am I'm doing right now?

Blogging while watching tv. How often do I get to do that during my study? ... Never!

-Priceless